I seriously just typed so much its absurd, then it gets fucking deleted.

ok heres a quick version of the fucking book i just wrote. 

I got held up by a gun on sunday night....
you can read about it here..http://blog.myspace.com/razor_burn

Roller Derby is going great.
Im a jammer now.

My grandma has two days to live.
She told me i was fat the last time i saw her.

My kids are monsters
....they really are.

Being married is stressful
I love my husband...

I FUCKING HATE SPIDERS
THEY SEEMS TO BE EVERYWHERE.

picture time..

( SHIZZZZAM! )

I put the kids down for a nap and went outside, its is soooo beautiful today. Everything is still incredably dead but regaurdless its pretty amazing. I need to spend more time outside wether it be walking or just sitting. Nivek cant walk yet so taking him outside is kinda weird...I guess it wouldnt hurt to take him more, and Brodie...well she could just care less.

Roller Derby is going well, Im getting really good at my falls and im catching up with the girls, Im pretty out of shape considering I've had two kids. Im reffing at the next scrimmage and then hopefully I can start playing with everyone else. Im just not feeling confident enough to go out there, my tailbone is still recovering and im not about to go out there and break it again. 

Random: I found Brodie the cutest leopord print booties!!!! must get!!! only 10 dollars!

I want to go see my grandma.

I havent updated on this thing in quite some time.

Life as a mommy to two has been ridiculously easy, yeah no joke. I wake up every morning at 7am (thats actually when nivek wakes up) get breakfast ready and shew shaun out the door for work. Its so nice having energy again, being able to feel great waking up at 7 and not needing a nap through the day is a great feeling. 
I have became a clean freak...and i really really love doing laundry now. Not being pregnant has GOT to be the most amazing feeling in the world, (next to being a mother of two beautiful kids) Brodie is a wonderful baby and never cried unless shes hungry or needs a new dipar. Shes going to be passive and sarcastic like her father....
Nivek is a different story. He is going to be ONE tomorrow! I cant believe it. He has grown into such a weird little boy, haha, hes got a great personality hes just a little odd....in a little boy way. He already picks his nose...
He is also insanely jealous of Brodie.. he screams everytime I hold her and i have masterd the art of nursing them both at the same time...
yeah, im a fuckin super mom.
But yeah, niveks turning one tomorrow and we're throwing him a pizza party at oakland terrace park tomorrow. so yay for parties! then Im going to be in the madi gras parade tomorrow with the derby team..that should be a blast!

Shauns job is going well, he really really enjoys it and its good to see him so happy and satisfied with his job.  Married life is splendid, couldnt ask for a better husband.

Im getting my nose re-periced next week, yay!

ummm picture time, here are some new and some old.

 i wish i knew where that damn hat was...
nivek was a butterball.

 Nivek chewing on brodies passifier.


he fell asleep squatting.

 the funniest goddamn picture in the world.

 yeah they take afternoon naps at the same time..

 miss brodie.

 princess again.

 againnnnn


thats all the pictures i have right now, but yeah.

Brodies waking up I must go feed her.

Current Mood: content

god my kids are beautiful!!!!!





im one lucky grrrl

Had a OB appointment this morning, so Shauns mom and I came into town for that, went to Chic Fil la and she dropped me off at the college and took nivek home with her.
whew! A day to myself.

Derby practice is tonight, woot woot.

By the way, Alex's due date is offically January 11th. They are inducing me and then taking my gallbladder out. what fun.

Current Mood: content

I wonder if she really wants to meet me?

I wonder if she even thinks about me?

I wonder if she often wonders where I am?

Current Mood: contemplative